I would like to draw like charles addams. Be funny like SNL or SCTV or Sam Cobean. Or Those famous political cartoonists of the past, The American ones. Even like Dr Seuss.
My key is to prove to myself I can draw political cartoons well, enough to impress my grandfathers soul. I feel I have his bloodline of greatness.
The key is discipline I need over my mind. Its wild. I need to tame my mind.
I have to plan my cartoons. I should know ahead what I am drawing. I want to be a great political cartoonist. Beloved. I want to love my cartoons. I need to also have a time limit when I finish and post. And post more to my blog and share that.
My power goal my dream is to be the political cartoonist Trump loves the most. Its what drives me daily.
Play my political cartoonist character. I need to act my part I want to be. And play it all day long. Doing the character I want to be, if I act like it.
I need to meditate also and relax and be with myself,and observe. I want to see my ture dream take shape. I want to live my dream. I need to give myself the time it needs to be myself.
I need to use chemicals in my blood, like laughter fun chemistry. I need new surges of inspiration. I have to find my job fun.
Leave high school. I need to leave who I am.I need to stop with peer pressure. And being outcast or outsider. I got to stop that.
I should stop what other people think of my cartoons, but I do like top people liking my cartoons. I do like likes and retweets. Not just the same people everytime. I seek people telling me exactly what they liked about my cartoon.
Read news aloud istead of speed read I should.
I should dribble with my other hand and take up drawing with pen and paper sometimes. Thats a great thing to do. Digital art is just too easy. You can do layers move things, etc. I houls go back to drawing on paper some days. To build my weak side up.
should allow myself laziness when beginning. Slower to start faster to finish, relax more. Less pressure.
Stop being a cynic. They dont create.
Without heroes like Donald Trump, I do not know whats possible. I need to find my heroes. And feel they are actually me.
My fear is that I will do something innapropriate. So I should do inappropriate things more to face my fears.
To be original I have to be more unexpected in my political cartoons
just be open to them.
I accept my willpower. I want to draw political Cartooons good. I want to find my path among so many obstacles. I want to find the formula that will work for me every time.
I have to say no to many things that get in my way. I have to say no to listening to garbage on the internet that others close to me play, leads me astray all the time. Also things that are bad for me. I did to do 2 things every day that I do not want to do, like a tutorial in art and caricature.
Language leads to power so I have to watch what I talk about. I have to deprgram to myself, from all the bad news I follow. I need to take out the bad stuff and only add on more positive news. I get affected easily by not so good people.
I have to live more in the present. Stay focused on the political cartoon, today.
I want to serve others through my cartoons, like try to explain the news better or make others laugh. In a funny way, not biting. I do not want to obsess about money. I want to forget about that. Professional relationships I have to serve, instead of myself.
I need to be more curious and ask questions of a peer. I need to give others. Instant karma, I have to give inspiration to others pointing out their strengths.
Every morning I should ask, whats good in my life and whats there still to be done.
I want to schedule a comeback. I want to come really back to a height I got, I dont want to lose it. I need to be more in step with progress. I have to get away from what I love to be renewed.
Live my true life. I am a cartoonist. I have to live like one. Its my true life. I know how to live it. News makes me happy. Having a charged phone makes me happy. Listening to infowars makes me happy. I also want to eat raw vegan. And have it not be weird. I want to be successful and proud of a clean diet. Eat more apples!
So my right side is good thinking and my left side bad thinking. Of the brain. I need a high sense of purpose.
Magic machine. Goal setting joyful work and play that brings me life anew. Goals and Games.
There is a universe inside of me and I need to get the stars out. I need to finish all that I start. I dont want to be tired. Its not finishing work that gives me tiredness. I get cranky. When I dont finish cartoons. I need to finish them. I need to be faster. I need to maybe reward myself with something. Postpone it until I am done. Small tasks I need to plan for, like listening to news or drawing. And finishing them.
I need to finish houselceaning too. Like a room at a time.
Invent cartoon games. Make it a game. Active relaxation. Do something to relax. Instead of nothing. Instead of deaden the mind. Like reading aloud news. FOr no reason.
Live a whole life, in one day. Maybe a masterpiece cartoon, everyday plan on, it changing my mind. Top my goal. Focus on what I want, to be a great political cartoonist, in art in jokes and style. I want to be so good. I dont know what it is I want, but that. My whole life in one day I have to live.
I should welcome my problem. My kids my partner, money, something to drink. bad habits.
Its a game. I should win.
I need to listen more to audiobooks. Any free time I have.
Political cartoons, books about it, drawing, humor.
What motivates me, to eb a great artist, I have to write that on my fridge. And look at it every day. Like in my Twitter byline or in my blog headline.
Long range goal for me, is to be perfect by 2020 and to have a collection and to do one cartoon a day. And be caught up if I miss a day.
I need to get out of the box and try new things I havent tried before.
I have to create my future from nothing.
winners visualize the rewards of success. I want my cartoons to be beloved by Trump. I work so hard for that. Nothing else matters. I just want o make my entire life and redeem myself from all the bad I have done. And do something right.
I want to stop being a pessimist and fear my drawing. I want to be optimist no matter what negative feedback I get. I was banned from a conservative facebook cartoon site and it threw me into a downward spiral. Today. I wanted to give up cartooning forever. There could be other reasons. I dont know why that upset me so much. Maybe its just syndicated ones! I was sharing from a page, there could be rules. The pessimist of me, is wrong. I want to go open and be optimistic.
What seems horribly could be unexpectedly great. Being who I am, could work for me later one day. Could. There is a gift. In every problem.
My goal,
1 get news
2 get joke
3 draw cartoon..
I want that to flow. I do have a unique voice. Maybe I should talk more. I should just open up. Practice. Even if I dont feel like it.
Sometimes I feel I dont know what to think, since noone really talks to me. I have always been a wallflower and read alot of books. So I dont know if I am being appropriate when I talk. I feel I have to censor myself. And I regret saying politically incorrect things sometimes. But I should just be me. Noone cant know everything.
I should take up ballet class again. I mean it. As a replacement for my bad habits.
When I wake up I should imagine my cartoon as a blank canvas and paint it. What I want to see.
Get some coaching. I paid a cartoonist who was syndicated 100 dollars to talk to me and it inspired me very much. Maybe I should do it again, with someone better. Someone I like.
I need to make my home better in order to work better. I feel its a prison sometimes with the housework and not feel trapped. I need to clean better. More. In order to work better. I can leave that worry. Make it beautiful.
I should start my cartooning goals over. And just renew myself and draw a different way a new way. Either crosshatching or watercolor.
I can only fly embracing others. I need relationships within my goal bands.
