OK here is the thing I have been up 3 days straight trying to find my graphic tablet pen I thought ..ohno.. please don’t make me go back to drawing cartoons on my cell phone like I did once before. I thought will I have to draw on paper and pen and take a photo with my cellphone like I did for 6 months in 2016? That’s considered an art form. The thing is no matter what I have to produce a cartoon A-day. If I miss a few days while I have to catch up all-in-one day. It’s very stressful but it’s the thing I set myself up I can even take a break I haven’t even taken a break since 2016 drawing cartoons for a president Donald Trump I haven’t to support him it’s just a Passion I’m driven and I love it and I get ecstasy when I do a good cartoon.
The only bar I have to know if my cartoons are effective is if famous people follow me and I’m trying I’m really trying or like my cartons or re tweeted I that’s my only level of how I know I’m being judged good by..God.
I wasn’t born with a winner personality and I’m really trying hard to have a winner personality. I listen to great books and I read audio books and any time someone a good Republican has the book out I listened to the audio book I’m trying to change my mind.
At 1st I’m thinking why am I trying to fit in because I haven’t exactly had a perfect life I fallen many times made a lot of mistakes and you know sometimes you become an adult way later in life and that would be me.
But I’m getting there trump has totally saved my soul I can explain it in so many ways just watching him I feel like I have to analyze him and with my introvert personality I can see things others can’t.
Only an introvert would notice this that 1 side is Messier Than the other side.
But even notice what pens Donald Trump uses
and what he has on his cuffs and his handwriting and is crests and what hes trying to accomplish I think I know things that most people don’t.
Beauty relaxes me and histories mysteries intrigue me and I think I can bring a lot.
So here’s my story I have… Yes the unthinkable I graphic tablet pen disappeared. I let my daughter use it .. He liked to draw stuff on my graphic tablet like butterflies and characters from video games…and she lost the pen and it was really mean to her and for 3 days straight that’s all I’ve been thinking about I cleaned out every Room in my house.
I cannot tell you the stress I’d been under I feel like my arm has been taken.
So I woke up 5:00 a.m. this morning. And I was just about to order a new pen for $70 I thought that’s just too much money. I said I would do one more shot.
So I did a Tarot reading and instead of using my cards I did an online tarot card generator so I can prove that I got the card.
So you see I use the Tarot whenever in have an emergency and I always get my answer that’s how it works it’s very strange I don’t think it’s evil at all.
I was just about to order a $75 1 on Amazon can you believe it.
I had just had this creeping feeling that something that belongs to me belongs to me and it didn’t feel right that I should lose something that belongs to me. That pen is in in my bands I’ve used it for a year straight almost daily more than. I just couldn’t get over the fact that my psychic ability alone couldn’t bring me to it that was like something blocking me and I thought well maybe my daughter wantslots more attention and she did that on purpose like unconsciously.
It’s amazing but with my children I am powerless.
Usually my will is stronger but in this case my daughter’s will was stronger because I love her way more than my pen.
We all have a weakness and I’m taking this to be my lesson and I’m going to really spend time with her and teach her how to draw.
I’ve cleaned out all their rooms for 3 days straight I have been like a maniac looking for this pen.
It means so much to me it’s like my sword.
So today’s a new day. I’ve been watching the impeachment here trial in the senate I being hours of Adam schiff and there was a great speech and I love Jay sekulows speech. About the ghost of the meller report I was going to do a cartoon on.
But my rules should do I should only do a cartoon on that day’s news so I guess today I will do 3 cartoons on today’s impeachment trial hearings which I will here all day on my headphones.
Why land here I might as well put some of my screenshots that I’ve taken over the past few days and talk about them so I don’t waste at this post.
Screenshots on my phone
The real magic of the Virginia gun rally was seeing all those buildings that belong to us that everyone thinks it’s brand new or that we built them. Their ancient as ancient as Greek ruins. Hey maybe America was Rome and maybe Roman architecture is actually American. We even have our own Nile Delta which is the Great Lakes and the Mississippi. Where is our history where is our past it’s all been erased