Hi it’s 5:00 in the morning. I just finished this aI still have to do my other posts. I am very tired. I did general Mattis l. I really enjoyed doing
I recorded myself drawing this but when I went to save. It did it shut off a few times and then it was gone so I just need better video equipment. This art program that I use that my one of my art patrons likes ..its on this tiny tablet and it’s really hard to move everything around because I don’t have any Internet. My hands burning hot from texting . It’s a shame because I am unusually fast typist.
I want so badly to have a conversation with a smart person. Please. Someone with brains. I just want to be around intelligent kind human beings who are thoughtful and nice and gentle
We crave having beautiful friends attractive people doctors lawyers professors I really like talking about the latest blogs I like sharing books I like watching movies I like eating dinner I like working out I like going out and doing karaoke sometimes I have not done any of any of that in the 2 years I’ve been here . I want so badly to move. I pray daily.
The father of my kids.. He told me when he “makes his money” that he’s going to move to Alaska. No there is no way I’m moving to Alaska I’m just gonna tell you that right now there is no way I’m moving to Alaska.
I love men’s minds and I love seeing what men create and I have a Passion for architecture and I love beautiful homes I love being around mansions..I love being around golf courses I love law offices in skyscrapers. I’m just not used to this lifestyle here and I refuse to become a gardener. I am a white collar person. Inherently.
Now..All I got is my cell phone. And its turned off a week every month. I fight for it to get paid. I worked so hard for 5 years for free starting a business that was just given away for free
I won’t do that again. I am never working fir someone else. I am home business person. Yes. you know still it’s like I’m starting over from scratch. I figure all I have is a cell phone and I am definitely making money with these cartoons people are sending me money and I when people do that I just you know I give them my phone number. they call me call me. I am so happy. Yes please I want to thank you and you know I’m just I can’t believe people like my cartoons and R are like synced with them and I can’t believe there are people out there just like me you know because I feel so alone here and when I get someone sending me a donation I mean it’s like love at 1st sight it’s like the absolute Bliss making money from your true Passion. 🌷🌷🌷
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