Also with the new format I can’t do other things while I’m listening to Infowars if I switch tabs it turns off and the old format used to just play in Forza no matter what I was doing on my phone in the background I don’t get that now. I would listen to war room show a lot more if I could get that stream going and I haven’t been able to for years but that doesn’t keep me from trying everyday to get the war room I only can really hear it when someone sends me a link or tags me in the War Room live on Facebook Facebook I have no problem listening to it
I didn’t have that problem before because on the old Infowars there was a big button said that said listen now on the front page I didn’t have to go to a live page and then do all that I just pressed listen now I am a creature of habit and that happened like everything just I don’t know it’s like I’m still catching up it’s like I missed so much I’m also having vivid dreams that I never had before I had a dream last night and I just had a dream this morning that it was really strange I was at home and then I noticed a blonde girl and I didn’t know I was dreaming I thought I was really dreaming and then another blonde girl came in our house and started hanging out with my kids and then the father came in with a big broom like to use as a weapon looking for his kids and I guess they had wandered in our house and then we were on a train in a big city and then my kids started eating some ladies Donuts out of her box and she was like tisk tisk and then they were in a church and my two kids were running around and I got lost so I asked a little blonde girl wish you could help me and she smiled because I guess when you ask a Christian for help that’s that’s what they’re there for it’s like.. it’s true you go to a Christian and you ask them for help and they like light up their face lights up because that’s like a mission in life it’s just been my experience with Christians my whole life anyway in the Stream I’m looking at this little girl she’s got long hair I see her face blue eyes and I asked her for help to find my daughter and she just lit up and she found my daughter in the church it was like the reception beforehand maybe it was like an anxiety dream in a way because before I had kids my anxiety dreams used to be I lost my passport and I’m in a strange city or I’m about to miss a flight but now that I have kids I’m always losing them in my dreams and I always wind up finding them before I wake up so that’s definitely a good sign…. and she helps me find my daughter but then the other two kids were playing and got lost in the crowd of people at church like you know in the reception beforehand it was very strange
if you ask doctor Freud and I am very educated in froid I read every single book by dr. Freud I even had the Harvard coop order them for me when I lived in boston. The passport purse and the plane ticket but I used to keep losing in my dreams before I had kids were a replacement for my children you know Dr Freud.. says that when you dream about purses that’s the womb.
But what do you do when you have a dream and your like totally in love in a platonic way I mean what does that mean it’s such a special feeling. Total respect hanging out with Ron DeSantis all day I mean my god wow that was such a beautiful dream. Nothing phony or stalker like I’m just saying it just he inspires so much Beauty when you look at him talk and stuff he’s such a great politician he’s that’s what you want as a politician you want your people to look at you that way so I’m not saying my dream was bad in any way or I’m not dangerous or it’s just I I can’t help my dreams
I’ve been having a lot of vivid dreams and I haven’t had them in a long time I also had a beautiful one about Ron DeSantis I was hanging out with Ron DeSantis I don’t know why it was weird but he is just you got so much Beauty and that was like a real sense of attraction in me like I was just attracted to a spirit and I was blown away by his Beauty I don’t know weird but I I haven’t had dreams in years but I think 2 weeks ago I listen to this thing called the Silva method Alpha Delta whatever and I think I fell asleep but when I woke up it was this a 8 hour like almost like a strobe light sounds like a fast heartbeat I can’t describe it it was like a noise and I had slept with it 8 hours and ever since then my I’ve been having these dreams that I remember vivid dreams love dreams happiness dreams like really crazy that I remember that I wake up and you know just to remind you I last night I had a dream with Ivanka Trump and I was just following her around I was her assistant and boy is she so much fun it was like hanging out with a teenager she’s so cool so much fun and I remember writing down everything cuz I was like keeping her diary or something because I I wanted to record everything that had happened to her and it was just so much that was happening to her and I can’t remember most of my dream but it was really long and I didn’t know I was dreaming it was really bizarre. All I know is in my dream she was an absolutely beautiful person.
I don’t know but I have a feeling that the Infowars changing their format of the website like I’m a creature of habit I can’t explain I don’t know I don’t know but now that things are different and I can’t really listen unless I like real l focus and I can’t say anything about it or ask any questions because then it’s like I’m complaining and I don’t want to complain I just really need help getting a livestream everyday it’s really like a maze for me to listen to it it’s when someone sends me a link I can listen to the whole infowar show but it’s very hard for me to find it online if I type it in and I can’t remember who posted it’s always different people but a lot of times when people tag me in the livestream I always thank them I’m like thank you so much thank you so much thank you so much.
Almost everything down sends Me in a spiral. I don’t know what’s going on I just it’s just amazing one little detail of my daily routine changes everything.
But I hope I’m getting better at my drawing and I was looking at older cartoons and I was really bad for a long time because I didn’t understand digital art and I found it easier to Just Praise but I knew what I was doing and I knew that I would not that good and I needed practice and that I took a lot of art courses and I took a lot of caricature classes so I feel I’m getting better now but even back then I thought I was getting better so maybe in the future I’ll look back today and say wow I used to suck.
Well I don’t know if today sucked. even though it made no sense ..my cartoon..of Ivanka as the storm..and I just did it on intuition.. but anyways guess what !😙someone contacted me that my cartoon today..was the 💘captain’s pick 💟 and when that happens it gets sent out to all these people I don’t exactly know what Captain’s pick is it’s something in a online group or something that I don’t really belong to but I know that I get a wide circulation of my cartoon and it’s rare that it happens but when it happens I get tons of new followers
Back to the Silva method Alpha State sound now when I fell asleep I wasn’t listening to it cuz I think I was listening to an introduction are talking about mine power or something like that but when I woke up I woke up to the sound and ever since then I’ve been having these dreams you got to hear this sound and like you’re asking yourself how could you sleep with the sound and you can’t that’s why the first part is like a lecture and then you are asleep and then the sound goes on for the whole sleep it’s nothing you could go to sleep to take a listen.
A frequency noise that’s on that’s what it is no no no no no you got to try it like you got to be really tired put that video on and listen to what he saying and then you won’t even hear the frequency because you’ll be asleep before it comes on. I only heard it one night and then forgot about it and then I started having dreams and that’s the only thing I can link it to.
I also pray a lot to God and I’ve discovered that I’m praying God is really inside me it’s not in the air or nature although it’s everywhere also but the God lives inside of you it’s hard to explain